Finding a place to survive when your world has been
torn apart.
It doesn’t matter whether
it’s Christmas, Hanukkah, Solstice or another observance that you celebrate at
this time of year, our memories of being HOME for it are probably similar.
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Thank you for this Mark. I just cannot do all the holiday stuff..I am trying but I just can't. I wish there was a place I could go to where I can't hear Christmas songs, where I don't see other people being happy..where families are together. My husband made my family all the better, without him I am lost and sad.
ReplyDeleteIt is so hard to get away from the holiday music and decorations, Sallie. They are everywhere. And the message is that everyone should be happy, so everyone who isn't, feels doubly sad. Evelyn loved Christmas and I picked up on her energy. I hope you find something that you like to do or eat, and this year it probably won't even be connected to any holiday. Something that lets you breathe deeply and enjoy the moment. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts.
DeleteI am being so gentle with myself that it is embarrassing. I'm allowing myself to be the Grinch this year. I bought presents for myself "from" my dead father and daughter. I'm hoarding chocolates for the actual days of the holidays, for when I feel deprived of the holiday cheers and chaos that sail all around me. Take care of yourself, too, Mark.
ReplyDeleteYou make me smile, Robin. I like your plans.
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