Who I am.

I write about the landscape of grief, nature, and the wisdom of fools. The author of four books, my essays, poems, and reviews have been published in over 50 journals, including in the Huffington Post and Colorado Review. I’ve won the River Teeth Nonfiction Book Award, the Chautauqua and Literal Latte’s essay prizes, and my work has been nominated for four Pushcart Prizes and named a notable by Best American Essays. My account of hiking in Yosemite to deal with my wife’s death, Mountains of Light, was published by the University of Nebraska Press. http://www.markliebenow.com.

Thursday, December 17, 2015

Man Sleeping In the Time After

Man Sleeping In the Time After
the Death of His Wife

Tonight I can sleep for as long as I want. Why am I awake at 4 a.m., worried that when I get up, it won’t matter? I slept for a few hours. That will be enough to get me through the day. I stare at the ceiling, reliving the joys of my past with Evelyn, bemoaning the blah of my present, and cursing the destruction of long-held dreams. Reality disappears under the snow that won’t stop falling outside.

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