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Tuesday, May 21, 2013

The Morning After Death

Journal 5

The morning after Evelyn’s death, I don’t know what to do, think, or feel. I’m probably in shock.

Life has been rearranged. Half of my life is gone. The entire context for why I went to work, and all of my dreams for the future, have been wiped off the chart.

I can’t envision a future without Evelyn. I can’t even think of tomorrow. I barely have enough awareness to sense what I need to do today.

I should probably eat something, although I don’t feel hungry.
I should probably feed the cats; they’ve been meowing for some time now.

And then? I don’t know.

I get out of bed, sit in a chair, and stare.

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